On days like this

It is never good. This feeling.  Just can't shake it.  Breathing is so painful.  Feels like your lung is filled with smoke, poison.  All you want to do is sleep. And sleep.

God help me.

Empty

Funny how I don't seem to even notice.  I don't even mind it one bit.

The one that truly understands you

There is that one person. The one that will know you like no one else will.  He will love you for your flaws, admire you for your strengths.

For some reason you may not ever be together.

But because he knows you just as well as you know him.  You can never stay angry.  You can never blame.

For the principals and beliefs that lead to it, is the same principals and beliefs that you hold dearly on to.  The same virtue that he sees as your strength.  The same virtue you see as his strength.  The same virtue that is our weakness.

In the end, we remain in silence and apart.

The kiss of death

Cool breeze brush against my cheeks
While I close my eyes to dream in colors.

I see the green, I smell the freedom
I see the blue, I smell the calmness

I lay underneath the old oak tree
While my mind wanders
Never wanting to return

Peace...
At the end.